The ' I '

I used to be the soldier of the war in my mind
by brain I was dead and by heart I was blind
What scared me much was I didn’t had any weapons
but still I felt like winning because somewhere I knew that it happens
Now I am a flower of the garden of my heart
and now I am at peace because I have realized that it sometimes get hard
So don’t be afraid of the harshness on your way
because it’s definite that after night there is going to be a beautiful day