I lost the love of my life , we
were together for 9 years , from 14-23 and I can’t get over this , I did
everything for her , I even left my college to move near hers and never went
back to school, got rid of friends she didn’t like and did everything to always
wrap myself up around her , we always talked of having a family and getting
married , and spending our lives together , everything has been so perfect , but
this started with this summer.she went away to **Murree** In Ramadan for on
month to visit family(her dads side lives out their) and it was supposed to be a
month trip(she goes every 2 years) a few days before she was supposed to come
back she called me up and let me know she is staying another two weeks , then
that turned into 3 months and I didn’t let her know it bothered me at all I
always said “that’s great you’re getting lots of time with your family and have
fun baby” and stuff like that… when she got back she tackled me in the **Murree*
when i went to pick her up and everything still seemed perfect or at least i
thought so , two days past and i noticed small things and she seemed a little
distanced , so I brought it up and asked her if everything was okay and she just
looked at me and said “I don’t love you anymore” there is nothing more painful
I’ve ever heard in my whole life , I am completely broken and shattered and
can’t get over this at all , I feel totally empty inside and like i lost my
other half , it’s been two weeks since she did this and I’m stuck in such a deep
depression , i can and stopped all my activities (gym , hanging with friends ,
talking to anybody) I have so much anger and pain and everything and I just want
to not be alive anymore , i can’t live with this pain , if anyone has any advice
on what to do i’d really appreciate it , I tried talking to her and emailing her
and showing up at her home and everything but she wont answer because I just
need to know why , I suspect she cheated or something because with how much we
loved each other it wouldn’t be so cold and indirect , we’d always write each
other love letters for no reason just to express our love for each other and
call each other up every morning and night to say how much we loved each other
and goodnight or good morning and things like that , their wasn’t any sign of
this coming , it all happened after this goddamn vacation! my life just totally
crumbled underneath me
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