THE BITTERSWEET ENVELOPE

(Prof. Shoukat Ullah, Bannu)

In a small village nestled among the rugged hills of Tajori, Lakki Marwat District, Pakistan, a young man named Ahmad recently appeared for a recruitment test with the Frontier Constabulary. This opportunity was not just a test; it was a beacon of hope for Ahmad and his family members. For years, they dreamed of a better future, one where Ahmad could secure a stable job, earn a steady income, and lift the family out of their humble circumstances. Ahmad was the eldest of five siblings. His father, Baba Gul, was a simple farmer who worked tirelessly in fields from dawn to dusk. His mother managed the household whatever little it had. The family had always been content with their lots, but they knew that Ahmad’s success could change everything for them. Ahmad wearing the proud uniform of the Frontier Constabulary filled their hearts with pride and hope. The day began like any other day, with the sun rising slowly over the hills and the village coming to life. Ahmad was sitting on the veranda of their mud-brick house when he saw the familiar figure of the postman walking towards him. The postman, a middle-aged man with a kind smile, is known to everyone in the village. He always brought news—sometimes joyous and sorrowful. At this time, he had a letter to Ahmad. Ahmad’s heart skipped a beat. He had been anxiously waiting for news related to the recruitment test. With trembling hands, he received a letter profusely thanking the postman. Ahmad reached his pocket and pulled out a crisp 500-rupee note, handing it to the postman. It was a significant amount for a family like theirs, but at that moment of joy, Ahmad felt that it was worth every rupee. "Congratulations, Ahmad! It seems like good news," the postman said with a wink, pocketing money. Ahmad could hardly contain his excitement. Without even opening the letter, he rushed to a nearby sweet shop and bought a box of the finest sweets they had. His heart soared, as he imagined his future in the Frontier Constabulary. He envisioned pride in his parents' eyes, admiration from his siblings, and the respect he would earn in the village. When he arrived at home, the aroma of freshly cooked food filled the air. His mother was in the kitchen, and his father rested after a long day in the field. Ahmad burst into the house, a wide grin on his face, holding up the sweets. "Baba, Ammi! I’ve got the letter! I think it’s my appointment letter!" he exclaimed. His father, who had always been a man with a few words, smiled broadly. His mother wiped her hands on her apron and her eyes were welled with tears of joy. All of them knew what this meant. Ahmad’s success was not just his own; it was a victory for the entire family. In their joy, they decided to offer a sacrifice, a small gesture of gratitude to Almighty. A chicken was brought from a small coop and the family prepared a feast. Ahmad’s younger siblings ran around the house, laughing and playing, unaware of the specifics but sensing the happiness that filled the air. Later that evening, Baba Gul decided to visit Ahmad’s teacher, who was the only educated man in the village. Everyone respected him, and they wanted to share good news with him. They also wanted to present him with a gift, a token of their appreciation for the guidance he had given Ahmad over the years. The family dressed in their best clothes and made their way to the teacher’s house. The teacher welcomed them warmly, offered them tea, and seated them in his modest living room. Ahmad handed him the envelope, beaming with pride. “Sir, I believe this is my appointment letter. I wanted you to be the first to see it. The teacher nodded and adjusted his glasses by opening the envelope carefully. The room fell silent as everyone waited for him to read the letter. However, as the teacher’s eyes moved across the page, his expressions changed. The warm smile faded and was replaced by a look of concern. “Ahmad…,” the teacher began hesitantly, “this letter… it’s not what you think.” Ahmad’s heart sank. The room seemed to close in around him as he watched the teacher’s face. He could feel his father’s eyes on him, filled with unspoken questions. “This is not an appointment letter,” the teacher continued gently. “It’s from the Examination Board. They are calling you to appear before them because there is an Unfair Means (UFM) case against you. They want you to clarify your position.” The words hung in the air, heavy with disappointment and confusion. Ahmad felt as if the ground had been pulled out from under him. All the joy, the pride, the excitement—it evaporated in an instant, leaving behind a hollow ache. Baba Gul’s face paled, and Amina gasped, her hand flying to her mouth. The younger siblings, sensing the shift in mood, fell silent, their playful chatter fading away. “But… but how?” Ahmad stammered, his mind racing. “I didn’t do anything wrong. I swear, I didn’t cheat!” The teacher looked at him with sympathy. “I believe you, Ahmad. But sometimes, these things happen. It could be a mistake, or someone may have accused you unjustly. You’ll have to go and explain yourself to the Board.” Ahmad nodded numbly, but the weight of the situation was too much for him to bear. The joy that had filled his heart just moments ago was now replaced with a crushing sense of despair. How could this have happened? How could something that had seemed so certain, so perfect, turn into a nightmare? The family left the teacher’s house in silence, their spirits crushed. The sweets that Ahmad had bought remained untouched, and the feast they had prepared felt like a cruel joke. The chicken they had sacrificed now seemed like a waste, a gesture of gratitude for something that had never truly been theirs. As they walked home, the reality of their situation began to sink in. They had spent money they could not afford to lose. They had celebrated a victory that had turned out to be nothing more than a cruel twist of fate. That night, as Ahmad lay in bed, he could hear his parents talking in hushed tones. His father was trying to console his mother, but the sadness in his voice was unmistakable. Ahmad closed his eyes, trying to block out the sound, but it was no use. The weight of his disappointment pressed down on him, making it impossible to sleep. The next day, Ahmad and his father made the journey to the city to meet with the Examination Board. The trip was long and arduous, and the tension between them was palpable. When they finally arrived, Ahmad presented himself before the Board, trying to explain his innocence. The officials listened, but their expressions remained impassive. “We will review your case,” one of them said. “But it may take some time.” Ahmad and his father returned home, the uncertainty hanging over them like a dark cloud. Days turned into weeks, and there was no word from the Board. The initial shock had worn off, but the pain remained, a constant reminder of what could have been. As time passed, the family slowly began to pick up the pieces of their shattered dreams. Ahmad continued to help his father in the fields, but the spark that had once lit up his eyes was gone. He avoided the postman, no longer eager to receive any letters. The experience had left him disillusioned, wary of hope. Yet, life went on. The fields needed tending, the animals needed care, and the family needed to survive. Ahmad threw himself into the work, trying to forget the letter that had brought so much sorrow to his family. But deep down, he knew that he could never fully forget. The memory of that day, the happiness that had turned into heartbreak, would stay with him forever. It was a lesson in the harsh realities of life, a reminder that joy can be fleeting and that even the most carefully laid plans can unravel in an instant. And so, Ahmad continued on, a little wiser, a little more cautious, but still holding on to the faint hope that one day, he would get another chance. A chance to make things right, to achieve the dreams that had once seemed so close, yet had slipped through his fingers like sand. And when that day came, he would be ready—not just with hope, but with the resilience that comes from enduring the bitter taste of disappointment.

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