As soon as I heard the news of
the special offer ,I knew that I must do,instantaneously I rushed to my
boyfriend,hugged him in a very confluent way,expressed out my gleeful happiness
to him for I knew no one else except him would be enlightened to hear out this
shocking news.
I had spent over a year searching for this very offer but every time my attempts
would not be successful.Assuming that my capabilities are of no use,I believed
that there is never going to come a time where I would finally embrace my hard
earned success.
My mind had became so much pessimistic,my goals were all destroyed,each time
these words would come into my ears straight away:"You're disable and we cant
hire you for our job".My disability turned out to become my huge weakness and to
the world,it manifested a strong reason to get rid of me and my pledges.
Outside world ,the financial struggles,peer pressure would not bother me even a
bit ,as I had a genuine person like a shadow with me who was always so
respectful to me and he's pretty little surprises ,never failed to amuse me.
However,It was all different whenever I was at home.......
My father and my brothers never ever felt the urge to put their eyes upon me.I
was now and then feeling suffocated and more like an orphan kid sitting on that
cold floor,barely being able to lay on bed on my own.Their negligence compelled
me day and night to miss my passed away mother more than a lot. My tears would
roll down my cheeks,with her framed picture in my lap but there was no one at my
pressence to console me,comfort me and hear out my hidden screaming voices.
Life seemed very impossible to me but each time I holded on a little more ,I
took a deep breath and exhaled out the negative words that were fixed in my
broken soul.I forged on a sweet gentle smile on every Saturday mornings when I
would go to the temple and take abundant care of the left out children and the
neediest .Sitting on my supportive chair which is prevaillingly called a "wheelchair".To
the world it was just a chair ,to me it became my everything after my tragic
accident that happend on a new year's eve night.
People considered it to be an ominous thing for me but I ignored their thoughts
on me. Why ? Because you know who is the person who has to go through amassments
of struggles and difficulties ? The very one person whom GOD has his abundance
of blessings upon him or her .Surely,GOD has His blessings on each and everyone
of us but to the one He handles over problems and disabilities ,He has greatest
of expectations from him to observe how patiently he lives his life and how many
times a day he glorifies his LORD.
They say leave everything on GOD and the betterment will be in your favor like a
pouring rain and shining rainbow.
I planned to do so like-wisely,I started being extravagantly thankful to the
luxuries that I had and stopped howling .Gradually with the positive insight of
my soul, the motivating and supportive words from my buddy had helped me to
become a more better person both inside out. I was learning to appreciate more
often ,smiling without any special reason.And this was the reason why I decided
to apply for a job once again,with the least of expectations . With the support
of my partner and love of my GOD , I was successful in my ambition and my showed
the world that my abilities could overcome my disability .