*The Impact of listening to Surah Al-Rehman in my life.*
In December,2021,for the very first time, I heard the message of Surah Al-Rehman in my home through my mother's friend. At that time I was suffering from the COVID-19 virus at the age of 11 years. As I was 11 years old, I was not eligible to listen to Surah Al-Rehman at that time. My father and younger brother were also affected by the virus. At that time, we were also suffering through financial problems. Firstly, my mother listened to the Surah Al-Rehman for seven consecutive days thrice a time for our problems and health. After that, my father listened to the Surah Al-Rehman according to this method. Gradually, we have recovered from the virus and the environment of our home started to be peaceful as we all family members started water therapy.
In February 2022 when I turned twelve, my parents asked me to listen to Surah Al-Rehman, but for the very first time, I refused to do so, due to my arrogance. Fortunately, I was convinced to listen to Surah Al-Rehman by my parents. I started listening to Surah Al-Rehman along my grandmother.
Before listening to Surah Al-Rehman,I couldn't realize or accept the negative aspects of my personality. I used to offer prayers, recite the Quran but I didn't realize that I always complained to Allah. I didn't find peace anywhere,as I always felt that no one loved me. I was so arrogant and dominating personality at my home and school. I was in depression, when my teachers, parents and friends started to realize my negative personality traits. I had left to talk with anyone as I believed that no one listens to me or understand me.
But through the will of Allah Almighty, listening to Surah Al-Rehman, I realized the love and blessings of Allah Almighty. I realized that Allah Almighty is not only in prayers but Allah is everywhere, to listen to me. Allah is the one who understands me.
In the Mean time; we were introduced about the *Qalandar Pak Sarkar(R.A)* and the *Syed Shakir Uzair Sarkar*(also known as *Syed Baba Jaan*),*the only spiritual successor of Qalandar Pak Sarkar(R.A)*. We had started to attend online Dua sessions every Friday .By attending online Dua sessions, I heard for the first time about nafs. I gradually realized all the problems and restlessness in my life, are due to my own negativity. My arrogance is causing harm not only to my own self, but I am becoming a source of trouble for my surroundings. After realization, I started to encounter my faults and mistakes.
The biggest change I have felt after meeting *Syed Baba Jaan* at the *Ghussal Mubarak of Qalandar Pak Sarkar (R.A)* in 2022, I felt amazed by the inspiring love of *Syed Baba Jaan* with *Qalandar Pak Sarkar (R.A)* and followers of this message. The loving attraction of Syed Baba Jaan, inspired me a lot about how beautiful Allah is.
Now, in my daily routine the *nisbat of Qalandar Pak Sarkar (R.A) and Syed Baba Jaan*, helps me in every aspect of life. When I feel anger, fear or hopelessness, I close my eyes and say *"Allah"* thrice in my heart. This water therapy gives me a consistent power to connect with Allah Almighty. I have not been completely transformed into a positive person, but I try my best not to be a negative person.
*The nisbat of Qalandar Pak Sarkar (R.A)* and *the message of Surah Al-Rehman* transformed many lives in front of me. Now, whenever I see someone in pain, I pray for them and try my best to convey this message.
Now, I am living the best and peaceful life and even in a lot of problems, I don't panic because now, I know that there is Allah who listens to me. Whoever is reading this article, I recommend listening to Surah Al-Rehman for seven consecutive days by *Qari Abdul Basit(without translation)* and *water therapy*(say *"Allah* thrice in heart before drinking water) as it not only solves problems but also a source that drags positivity in your life. |