Mushkil Rastay episode 12
(farah ejaz, dearborn, mi USA)
                Jub Wo Karachi Ai Thay To Jaib 
May Sirf Dus Roopay Parhay Thay ...................Ghar Bhar Kay Ladlay Thay..............Karachi 
Akar Pehli Baar Bhookay Pait Foot Path Per Sona Parha To Ma Baap Ki Qadar Huyee....Bari 
Bahan Ki Mohobath Or Unkay Naaz Uthana Yaad Aya......Lakin Wo To Saari Kishtiyan 
Jala Ker Ai Thay ...Apni Mung Ko Thukra Kar ....Apnay Baap Ko Naraz Ker Kar....Choda(14) 
Jamaath Pass Thay...Shaid Isi Ka Ghuroor Tha Unhay.... Apni Mangaitar Jahil 
Lugnay Lugi Thi...Jub Shadi Ki Batain Honay Lagin Ghar May To Saaf Keh Diya.......May 
Nahin Karoonga Us Jahil Say Shadi......
Yai Baath Sun Ker Abba Nay Joota Utha Liya Betay Per ..................Bus Phir 
Kiya Tha Chore Ai Sub Kuch .....Na Ma Ki Ahain Un Kay Qadmon May Zanjeerain Daal 
Sakin Na Behan Ki Iltijain Unhay Roke Payeen ....Josheelay To Thay Hi Ahad Ker 
Liya Ab Nahin Jaoounga Jub Tuk Gul Lala Ki Shadi Khana Abadi Kisi Or Kay Saath 
Na Ho Jai..........Lakin Ab Unhay Apna Yai Faisla Bhari Parh Raha Tha......Do 
Mahinay Hogai Thay.......Naukri Dhoondtay Huay...Lakin Shaid Qismath Unsay 
Roothi Huyee Thi....Jo Walaidain Na Sikha Sakay Wo Do Mahino May Seekh Gai.......Lakin 
Phir Bhi Wapis Janay Ko Taiyaar Nahin Thay......Gul Lala Aik Aankh Nahin Bhati 
Thi ...Ore Bachpan Say Suqth Na Pasand Thi...Is Liyai Bhookay Rehna Manzoor Tha 
Lakin Us Say Shadi Kisi Tore Manzoor Na Thi..............Lakin Phir Qismath Nay 
Yawari Ki Or Teesray Mahinay Jub Wo Kulli Tore Per Mayoos Ho Chukay Thay Kay 
Apnay Aik Puranay Yaar Suleman Shah Say Mulaqath Hogayee....Jis Ki Lalookhaith 
May Kabariyai Ki Chotti Si Dukan Thi....Usnay Jo Unhain Buray Haal May Daikha To 
Apnay Saath Hi Lay Aya.......Phir Apnay Us Chotay Say Karobar May Shareek Ker 
Liya....Kuch Arsa Jamal Apnay Dosth Kay Saath Karobar Kertay Rahay....Phir 
Suleman Ko Dubai May Kissi Construction Company May Naukri Mil Gayee To Wo Dosth 
Ko Apna Karobar Sonp Ker Dubai Chala Gaya...Or Kuch Hi Arsay Baad Apnay Biwi 
Bachon Ko Bhi Wahin Bula Liya....Or Dukan Unkay Naam Kerdi.......Wo Baishak Un 
Ka Sacha Ore Muqlis Dosth Tha...Jamal Mehanti Or Karobari Ramooz Say Bhi Wakhif 
Thay ...Ore Zaheen Bhi Thay To Us Mamooli Karobaar May Bhi Kafi Taraqi Kerli.....Saath 
May Mardana Kapron Ki Dukan Bhi Lay Li....Ab Hun Charon Taraf Say Baras Nay Laga....Jis 
Cheez May Bhi Haath Daltay Wo Sona Bunjati Unkay Liyai.....Saath Hi Agay Parh 
Nay Ka Jub Shoq Phir Say Jaga To Paisa Jama Kerkay London Chalay Gai....Us 
Zamanay May London Ya Europe Jana Koyee Mushkil Kaam Nahin Tha........Odd Jobs 
Kertay Huay Apni Parhayee Ko Jari Rakha....Ore Phir Wahin Aik Choti Si Coffee 
Shop Khol Li..........Ore Phir Teen Char Saal Baad Hi Aik 5 Star Hotel Kay Malik 
Bun Baithay.........Itnay Kum Arsay May Itni Turaqi Logon Kay Saath Unhay Bhi 
Hairan Ker Daiti Thi..........Shah Ji Say Bhi Wahin Mulaqaath Huyee Thi.........Bachpan 
Say Sanjhi Yar Thay Dono.... Daikhtay Hi Aik Doosray Say Laput Gai......................
Oaiy Jamal Tu Idhar Kiya Kar Raha Hay.... Yaar Kuch Apnay Maa Baap Ki Fikr Kar.......Tu 
Kiyun Unhay Chore Aya Bhai...........................................
Wo Dosth Ko Lupta Kar Bolay To Jamal Shah Thori Dair Khamooshi Say Dosth Ko 
Daikhay Gai.............
May Kiya Kerta Shah Abba Meri Shadi Zaberdasti Gul Lala Say Kernay Per Bazid 
Thay.... Or Tujhay To Pata Hay Yaar Wo Shuroo Say Mujhay Na Pasand Thi...May Nay 
Mana Kiya To Mujhay Ghar Say Nikal Janay Ko Kaha Bus Isterha May Idhar Agya.......
Jamal Tunay Bara Zulm Kiya Hay ...Yara Gul Lala Ki Shadi To Teray Cousin Say 
Hogayee ....Ore Wo Bhi Teray Janay Kay Chay Mahinay Baad....Kitna Dhoonda 
Chachay Nay Phir Tujhay.........Ab Bhi Dono Teri Rah Tuk Rahay Hain....Ore Haan 
Teri Bahan Ki Bhi Shadi Hogayee Thi.... Lakin Aulad Na Honay Ki Wajha Say Shohar 
Nay Ghar Say Nikal Diya Tha................................
Shah Ji Ki Baath Sun Ker Wo Dil Masoos Ker Rehgai...Ab Kiya Ker Saktay Thay...Per 
Kitna Armaan Tha Unhay Apni Behan Ki Shadi Ka.....Lakin Abba Ki Hut Dharmi Or 
Unkay Jawani Kay Josh May Uthay Huay Qadam Nay Un Say Unki Zindagi Kay Yai 
Bara(10) Saal Apno Say Door Bilkul Akailay Guzar Nay Per Majboor Ker Diya Tha......Agar 
Wo Hotay To Shaid Aisa Na Hota...Or Zakiya Ka Shohar Un Ki Behan Kay Saath Aisa 
Sulook Ker Nay Say Pehlay So(100) Dafa Sochta Zaroor................................
Abhi Bhi Kuch Nahin Bigra Jamal....Wapis Jao Or Chachay Or Chachi Say Apni 
Ghultiyon Ki Maafi Maang Lo....Ab To Teray Janay Ki Rah May Para Wo Kanta Bhi 
Hut Gaya Hay....................................
Unki Baath Sun Ker Wo Muskura Diyai....Phir Teen Mahinay Baad Hi Apnay Watan 
Shah Ji Kay Saath Hi Lot Aiy....Walaidain Kay Galay Lug Ker Khoob Roaiy....Abba 
Bhi Kafi Badal Gai Thay...Kafi Naheef Or Laghar Dikhnay Lagay Thay.. Or Maa Ji 
To Hudiyon Ka Panjr Lagtin Thin.....Chamakti Ankhain Andar Dhuns Gayeen 
Thin...Jin Ki Binayee Na Honay Kay Barabar Reh Gayee Thi........Sari Zameen Or 
Khaiton Per Mamoo Zaath Bhaiyon Nay Qabza Jamaliya Tha.....Juld Hi Gaooun May 
Reh Kar Unhay Yai Ahsaas Hogaya Tha Kay Zameen Ki Lalach May Unkay Mamoo Zaath 
Bhai Kissi Bhi Hud Tuk Jasaktay Hain....Abba Ko Bhi Is Baath Ka Andaza Tha Is 
Liyai Jub Jamal Shah Nay Abba Ko Saath Chalnay Ko Kaha To Unho Nay Foran Haan 
Kerdi.....Juld Hi Wo Un Sub Ko Lay Ker London Lot Ai...Or Yahan Atay Hi Zakiya 
Ki Shadi Apnay Aik Egyptian Dosth Munaf Bin Hayan Say Ker Di ... Saal Bhar Baath 
Hi Zakiya Ko Allah Nay Aulad Say Nawaaz Diya...Or Wo Apnay Shohar Kay Saath 
Misar(Egypt) Chalay Gayeen....Do Saal Kay Andar Hi Pehlay Abba Dammay Kay 
Shadeed Humlay Ki Nazar Hogai....Phir Amma Bhi Unkay Chay Mahinay Baad 
Dagh-E-Mufarqath Day Gayeeen....Walaidain Ki Wafaath Kay Baad Unka Dil Phir 
London May Nahin Laga Or Wo Pakistan Wapis Lot Ai.........Or Karachi May Aik 
Luxurious Flat Qareed Liya...Jo Ain Sahil-E-Samandar Kay Bilkul Samnay Tha....Abhi 
Yai Flats Bilkul Nai Banay Thay Is Liyai Aika Duka Hi Flats Abad Huay Thay....Or 
Us Zamanay May Abadi Bhi Bohoth Kum Thi Clifton Per......Aik Din Sham Ko Wo Apni 
Balcony May Kharay Samandar Ki Purshor Lehron Ko Tuk Rahay Thay Kay Unhay Hulkay 
Baby Pink Shalwar Qameez May Wo Nazar Agayee.....Jis Ki Shakal To Door Say Daikh 
Na Sakay...Lakin Us Ki Lambi Zulfain Door Say Bhi Nazar Arahin Thin.....Wo Kuch 
Dair Tuk To Us Mehjaben Ko Daikh Tay Rahay Phir Andar Agai...........Ab Jub Bhi 
Wo Balcony May Kharay Hotay Wo Unhay Muqtalif Rung Kay Kapron May Nazar Ati.....Her 
Dafa Uski Lambi Zulfain Hi Dikhtin Shakal Door Say Saaf Dikhayee Na Daiti..................
Ab Un Ka Roze Ka Mamool Bun Gaya Tha Theek Sham Sarhay Paanch Bajay Agar Office 
Say Juldi Ajatay Tub Aik Cup Coffee Ka Liyai Apni Balcony May Kharay Hojatay Or 
Us Mehjabeen Ko Agar Nazar Agyee To Door Say Sirf Daikhay Jatay............Us 
Dinb Bhi Dhulti Dopahar Ghar Janay Apnay Hotel Jis Per Abhi Bhi Construction Ka 
Kam Chal Raha Tha Say Apni Gray Fiat May Niklay To Us Larki Ka Qayal Agaya.......Kuch 
Baichain Say Hokar Gari Ka Ruq Flats Ki Taraf Mornay Ki Bajai Us Kay Samnay 
Samandar Kay Qareeb Rok Di....Or Bahir Nikal Ai...Kuch Dair To Gari Kay Paas 
Kharay Samandar Ki Lehron Ko Ghaib Dimaghi Say Daikhtay Rahay ....Phir Apnay 
Qadam Samandar Ki Taraf Barha Diyai......Kaafi Dair Akailay Taheltay Rahay...Pur 
Shore Lehrain Un Kay Qadmon Say Takra Kar Wapis Gum Ho Jatin...Tenhayee Ka 
Ahsaas Aaj Kuch Ziyada Hi Barh Gaya Tha......Aisia Or Europe May Un Ka Business 
Bohoth Taizi Say Phail Raha Tha...Kayee Multinational Companies May Un Kay 
Shares Thay...Kayee Baray 5star Or 7star Hotels Kay Malik Thay Wo.........Lakin 
Itni Dolath Shorath Kay Bawajood Wo Tenha Thay.....33 Saal Kay Hochukay Thay 
Lakin Abhi Tuk Shadi Nahin Ki Thi....Bohoth Say Logon Ki Un Per Nazrain Gari Hui 
Thin......Business Parties May Kayee Ultra Modern Larkiyan Un Ki Qurbath Or Aik 
Nazar Kay Liyai Tarapti Thin....Lakin Dosti To Bohoth Door Ki Baath Thi...Wo 
Ankh Utha Ker Bhi Kissi Ki Taraf Nahin Daikh Tay Thay...Aisi Parties Sharab Or 
Shabab Say Khali Nahin Hoteen....Or Jamal Shah Ko Nahi Yai Bay Baak Andaaz Or 
Hosh Raba Adaon Say Mazeen Bigri Huyee Ameer Zadiyan Pasand Thin....Or Na Hi 
Sharab Ko Kabhi Haath Lagaya Tha....England May Rehtay Huay Bhi Jub Daman Per 
Koyee Daagh Nahin Laga Tha To Ab Kiya Khak Bigar Tay......Magar Us Larki Nay Jub 
Say Door Say Apni Jhaluk Dikhlayee Thi Tub Say Hi Kuch Ajeeb Ahsasaath Dil May 
Jagay Thay......Us Waqth Bhi Samandar Kay Kinaray Tehaltay Huay Wo Ussi Ajnabi 
Larki Kay Baray May Onchay Jarahay Thay........Sooraj Ki Taiz Shuaoon May Aik 
Nirmahat Si Ati Ja Rahi Thi....Din Ki Rohni Raathmay Mudghum Honay Lagi Thi....Sooraj 
Ahista Ahista Samandar May Uterta Hua Mehsoos Ho Raha Tha...Lakin Us Haseen 
Nazaray Ki Taraf Daikhnay Ki Bajai Wo Apni Sonchon May Khoay Huay Thay.....Wo 
Ajnabi Larki Unkay Dil-O-Dimagh Per Cha Gayee Thi.............Or Wo Khud Ko Is 
Mamlay May Bay Bus Mehoos Ker Rahay Thay.........................
Mujhay To Yai Bhi Nahin Pata Tum Kaun Ho....Kahin Tum Kisi Kay Saath Engage To 
Nahin..................
Wo Dil May Us Say Muqatib Thay Or Is Qayal Kay Atay Hi Muztarib Bhi Ho Gai.....Thakan 
Ka Ahsaas Jub Barh Nay Laga To Samandar May Ghurq Hotay Sooraj Per Uchat Ti 
Nigah Daltay Huay Pultay To Zara Faslay Per Kharay Wajood Per Nazar Parhee....Or 
Qadam Wahin Jum Gai..........