AJ Tu Socha Bus Likh Hi Dalun
Kabse Ye Khwahish Hai K Jo Batein Mein Undr Apne Ap Se Karti Hun Wo Sab Kahien
Likh Dalun Jaise Kabhi Koi Seer O Tafreeh K Doran Kisi Darkht Pe Kisi Pather Pe
Apna Nam Likh Jata Hai Koiparhe Na Parhe Mujhe Likhna Hai Shyd Isleye Kyun K
Mujhe Bolne Ki Buhat Adat Hai Koi Aur Na Mile Sune Wala Tu Khud Ko Hi Suna Leti
Hun.Khair Koi Ho Na Ho Meri Tu Har Waqt ALLAH TALLAH Se Communication Rehti Hai
Kabhi Kabhi Sochti Hun K Hum Insanu Ne Khud Hi Khud Ko Kitney Hi Dairun
Circles Aur Pabandiyun Mein Jakr Rakha Hai Ye Sab Devarein Hein Ya Hathkariyan
Per Dikhti Nahi Hien Per Yehi Humein Sab Se Zyada Nuksan Bhi Phunchati Hein,.
Magr Hum Muslamnu Mein Zyada Ter Pabandiyun Ko Buhat Ajeb Ajeb Religious Things
Se Relate Kya Jata Hai Adat Hai Humari .Satahi Soch Hai Bachpan Se Leke Ab Tak
Jo Dekha Jo Suna Wohi Karte Aye Kabhi Bhi Jo Dekha Uski Tehkeek Nahi Ki Jo Suna
Uski Tasdeeeq Nahi Ki . Bus Aise Hi Agey Carry Forward Karte Chale Gaye.
Kabhi Kabhi Apne Bolne Se Khud Bhi Itni Tang Hojati Hun Mere Undr Se Jo Batun Ki
Awazein Ati Rehti Hien Usko Danti Hun K Khuda K Leye Chup Karo Abhi Mein Busy
Hun Kuch Aur Kam Karleene Do Pata Nahi Hai Kaun Andr Suchi Mein Itna Nahi Bolti
Ghr Mein Tu Buhat Chup Rehti Hun Mein ( Shyd Isleye K Koi Hai Nahi Ghr Mein Bat
Karne Wala) . Waise Shyd Mein Harwaqt Isi Talassh Mein Hoti Hun K Koi Mile Aur
Uska Dimagh Chatun. Per Khair Jo Batein Mere Undr Hoti Rheti Hein Wo Tu Koi Mil
Bhi Jaye Tu Bhi Us Se Nahi Kehsakti . Shyd Mein Khud Hi Khud Ki Freind Hun Aisa
Hai Bhi Kyun K Jab Khush Hoti Hun Tu Khud Se Khud K Sath Celebrate Bhi Karti Hun
Aur Jab Udas Hoti Hun Tu Khud Se Khud Ko Chup Bhi Karwati Hun Aur Dilasa Bhi
Dtei Hun Shyd Ye Mein Nahi ALLAH Hein Jo Harwaqt Mere Sath Hein Mere Pass Hein
Mera Sahara Hein Kyun ALLAH Humare Dost Nahi Hosakte Kya . Hosakte Heinaa
Hum Unki Makhlooq Hein Aur Wo Humse Buhat Pyar Karte Hein Koi Insaan Agr Ap Per
Nichawar Hwa Jaraha Haun Buhat Mehrbaan Ho Tu Humare Dil Mein Unjaan K Leye Bhi
Soft Corner Banjata Hai Phr Jab ALLAH Hum Pe Itney Mehrbaan Hun Itna Pyaar Karte
Hun Tu Apne Malik Se Muhabbat Tu Fitri Baat Hai Han Ye Aur Baat Hai K Muhabbat K
Bawajood Nafarmaniyan Tu Ho Jati Hien,.
Hai K Nahi. Per Iska Matlub Ye Tu Nahi K Muhabbat Nahi. Agr Hum Kabhi Ami Abo Ki
Koi Bat Nahi Mante Zid Karte Hien Apni Baat Manwate Hein Tu Iska Matlub Ye Tu
Nahi K Humein Ama Aba Se Muhabat Nahi Pata Nahi Kyun Mein Istarah Likhti Hun Ya
Likhna Chahti Hun Jaise Dunya Mere Bare Mein Janey K Leye Mari Jarahi Ho . Waise
Apas Ki Bat Hai Suhrat Kise Achi Nahi Lagti
Per Mein Chahti Hunk Mujhe Achi Na Lagey. Kyun K Hai Bhi Nahi Heheheh. Anyways
Tu Mein Kya Kehrahi Thi Hai Mein Tu Aksr Khud Se Aise Batein Karti Hun Jaise
Mera Interview Lya Jaraha Hai Ye Sirf Mein Hi Aisi Hun Ya Zyada Ter Log Aise
Hote Hien? Ya Sab Hi Aise Hote Hien . Mujhe Logun Se Milne Julne Aur New Logun
Ko Janey Ka Buhat Shauq Tha... Ab Mene Bhi Khud Ko Dunyawi Shells Mein Band
Karna Shuru Kardya Hai Han Per Meri Parwaaz Kahin Aur Hoti Hai Ajkal Roohani
Safr Karna Chahti Hun Try Karti Hun Abhi Starting Mein Hun Kehte Hein Kisi Ko
Batana Nahi Chahye Ye Sab Per Mein Pait Ki Buhat Halki Hun Tabhi Buss Yehein Pe
Likh K Guzara Karleti Hun Aksr Logun Ko Meri Batein Buhat Confusing Lagti Hien
Khud Mujhe Bhi Yani Agr Mein Khud Apni Batein Sunu Tu Mujhe Bhi Samjh Nahi
Aiengay Kynk Mein Kahien Se Shuru Hoti Hun Aur Bat Ko Kahein Lejati Hen Kahien
Se Samjh Aya Naa.. Yani Paksitan Se Baat Shuru Hogi Tu Phr Puri Dunya Ghoom K
Kisi Island Pe Rukegi Wo Bhi Koi Zabrdasti Roke Tu Warna Parwaaaz Hoti Raheigi
Aur Haan Mujhe Baalun Yani Clouds Mein Rehne Ka Buhat Shauq Hai Rehne Se Matlub
I I Want Kya
Yani Buss Dil Karta Hai K Badlun Mein Chal Phir Sakti Wahan Pe Wood Wala Chota
Hai Ghar Banati Flowerss Bhi Hote Wahan Barish Bhi Hoti Roi K Gal Jaise Badl
Buhat Pyare Lagte Hien Dil Karta Hai Hath Barha Hai Muthi Mein Chupa Lun Mein
Buhat Ajeeb Hun Koi Larkiyan Kehti Hein Hum Shy Hein Lakri Ki Tarah Hein Bilkul
Kkhawab Dekhti Hun Khayalun Ki Dunya Mein Rehti Hein Titiliyan Pakrti Hein Buhat
Filmi Lagta Hai Ye Sab Per Mein Aisi Bhi Hun Aur Bilkul Tomboy Practical
Professional Hardworking Aisi Bhi Hun Pata Nahi Mujhe Lagta Hai Log Khud Hi Apni
Kirdaar Kashi Karlete Hien Haln K Sab K Undr Aik Jaisi Chezein Hoti Hien
Buss Koi Kisi Chez Ko Samne Lata Hai Kisi Ko Nahi , Shyud Mujhe Writer Bane Ka
Shauq Charha Hai Pata Nahi Aisa Kyun Lagta Hai K Koi Meri Batein Sune Ka Wait
Karaha Hai Koi Parhe Tu Ye Na Samjhey K Mein Shaddeedd Depression Ka Shikar Hun
Mein Normal Hun Depression Hota Hai Mujeh Buht I Control Myslef Istaraha K
Experience Karne Chahein Na .. Thak Gai Hun Game Khleun .. Tum Batao... Mein
Pehle Aisi Nahi Thi Shyd Pehle Itna Time Hi Nahi Tha K Istraha Khud Se Batein
Karun Ya Kisa Ka Wiat Karun .. Ye Tu Jab Se Studies Khatan Hoi Hein Khali Dimagh
Sheetan Ka Ghar Wala Kam Hogaya Hai Mera Sath Per ALLAH Ka Shuker K Mein Dimagh
Ko Khali Rakhne K Bawajood Shetan Ko Nahi Ghusne Dungi Mujhe Kisi Ki Koi Bat
Buri Lage Mein Hurt Hojaun Kuch Bhi Ho Tu Mein Us Insan Pe Ghusa Nahi Nikalti
Mein Shetan Pe Ghhussa Nikalti Hun Akhir Kar Wohi Tu Hota Hia Is Sab K Peche Aur
Mien Ghusa Aise Nikalti Hun K Har Wo Kam Karti Hun Jis Se Shtan Ko Takleef Hoo
... Wow
Mein Kitni Intelligent Honaa Hehhehe Apne Bare Min Achi Batein Suni Hein Meene
Logun K Mun Se Han Lekin Buri Bhi Buhat Suni Hein Aur Achi Batein Sun K Acha Bhi
Lagta Hai Aur Buri Batein Sun K Takleef Bhi Hoti Hai Per Khair Choro.. Mien Koi
Buhat Akelii Masoom Se Larki Nahi Huin Mere Bhi Relatives Hein Freinds Hein Per
Mein Phr Bhi Khud Ko Buhat Aklea Mehsos Karti Hun Sirf Isleye K Aise Logun Ka
Hona Na Hona Aik Baraber Hai Jinse Mein Apne Dil Ki Baat Hi Na Kehsakun Shyd
Mere Pass Plenty Of Time Hai Tabhi Itni Adat Hogai Hai Bak Bak Karne Ki .