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Kabhi Kabhi Apne Bolne Se Khud Bhi Itni Tang Hojati Hun Mere Undr Se Jo Batun Ki Awazein Ati Rehti Hien Usko Danti Hun K Khuda K Leye Chup Karo Abhi Mein Busy Hun Kuch Aur Kam Karleene Do Pata Nahi Hai Kaun Andr Suchi Mein Itna Nahi Bolti Ghr Mein Tu Buhat Chup Rehti Hun Mein ( Shyd Isleye K Koi Hai Nahi Ghr Mein Bat Karne Wala) . Waise Shyd Mein Harwaqt Isi Talassh Mein Hoti Hun K Koi Mile Aur Uska Dimagh Chatun. Per Khair Jo Batein Mere Undr Hoti Rheti Hein Wo Tu Koi Mil Bhi Jaye Tu Bhi Us Se Nahi Kehsakti . Shyd Mein Khud Hi Khud Ki Freind Hun Aisa Hai Bhi Kyun K Jab Khush Hoti Hun Tu Khud Se Khud K Sath Celebrate Bhi Karti Hun Aur Jab Udas Hoti Hun Tu Khud Se Khud Ko Chup Bhi Karwati Hun Aur Dilasa Bhi Dtei Hun Shyd Ye Mein Nahi ALLAH Hein Jo Harwaqt Mere Sath Hein Mere Pass Hein Mera Sahara Hein Kyun ALLAH Humare Dost Nahi Hosakte Kya . Hosakte Heinaa

Hum Unki Makhlooq Hein Aur Wo Humse Buhat Pyar Karte Hein Koi Insaan Agr Ap Per Nichawar Hwa Jaraha Haun Buhat Mehrbaan Ho Tu Humare Dil Mein Unjaan K Leye Bhi Soft Corner Banjata Hai Phr Jab ALLAH Hum Pe Itney Mehrbaan Hun Itna Pyaar Karte Hun Tu Apne Malik Se Muhabbat Tu Fitri Baat Hai Han Ye Aur Baat Hai K Muhabbat K Bawajood Nafarmaniyan Tu Ho Jati Hien,.

Hai K Nahi. Per Iska Matlub Ye Tu Nahi K Muhabbat Nahi. Agr Hum Kabhi Ami Abo Ki Koi Bat Nahi Mante Zid Karte Hien Apni Baat Manwate Hein Tu Iska Matlub Ye Tu Nahi K Humein Ama Aba Se Muhabat Nahi Pata Nahi Kyun Mein Istarah Likhti Hun Ya Likhna Chahti Hun Jaise Dunya Mere Bare Mein Janey K Leye Mari Jarahi Ho . Waise Apas Ki Bat Hai Suhrat Kise Achi Nahi Lagti

Per Mein Chahti Hunk Mujhe Achi Na Lagey. Kyun K Hai Bhi Nahi Heheheh. Anyways Tu Mein Kya Kehrahi Thi Hai Mein Tu Aksr Khud Se Aise Batein Karti Hun Jaise Mera Interview Lya Jaraha Hai Ye Sirf Mein Hi Aisi Hun Ya Zyada Ter Log Aise Hote Hien? Ya Sab Hi Aise Hote Hien . Mujhe Logun Se Milne Julne Aur New Logun Ko Janey Ka Buhat Shauq Tha... Ab Mene Bhi Khud Ko Dunyawi Shells Mein Band Karna Shuru Kardya Hai Han Per Meri Parwaaz Kahin Aur Hoti Hai Ajkal Roohani Safr Karna Chahti Hun Try Karti Hun Abhi Starting Mein Hun Kehte Hein Kisi Ko Batana Nahi Chahye Ye Sab Per Mein Pait Ki Buhat Halki Hun Tabhi Buss Yehein Pe Likh K Guzara Karleti Hun Aksr Logun Ko Meri Batein Buhat Confusing Lagti Hien Khud Mujhe Bhi Yani Agr Mein Khud Apni Batein Sunu Tu Mujhe Bhi Samjh Nahi Aiengay Kynk Mein Kahien Se Shuru Hoti Hun Aur Bat Ko Kahein Lejati Hen Kahien Se Samjh Aya Naa.. Yani Paksitan Se Baat Shuru Hogi Tu Phr Puri Dunya Ghoom K Kisi Island Pe Rukegi Wo Bhi Koi Zabrdasti Roke Tu Warna Parwaaaz Hoti Raheigi Aur Haan Mujhe Baalun Yani Clouds Mein Rehne Ka Buhat Shauq Hai Rehne Se Matlub I I Want Kya

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Buss Koi Kisi Chez Ko Samne Lata Hai Kisi Ko Nahi , Shyud Mujhe Writer Bane Ka Shauq Charha Hai Pata Nahi Aisa Kyun Lagta Hai K Koi Meri Batein Sune Ka Wait Karaha Hai Koi Parhe Tu Ye Na Samjhey K Mein Shaddeedd Depression Ka Shikar Hun Mein Normal Hun Depression Hota Hai Mujeh Buht I Control Myslef Istaraha K Experience Karne Chahein Na .. Thak Gai Hun Game Khleun .. Tum Batao... Mein Pehle Aisi Nahi Thi Shyd Pehle Itna Time Hi Nahi Tha K Istraha Khud Se Batein Karun Ya Kisa Ka Wiat Karun .. Ye Tu Jab Se Studies Khatan Hoi Hein Khali Dimagh Sheetan Ka Ghar Wala Kam Hogaya Hai Mera Sath Per ALLAH Ka Shuker K Mein Dimagh Ko Khali Rakhne K Bawajood Shetan Ko Nahi Ghusne Dungi Mujhe Kisi Ki Koi Bat Buri Lage Mein Hurt Hojaun Kuch Bhi Ho Tu Mein Us Insan Pe Ghusa Nahi Nikalti Mein Shetan Pe Ghhussa Nikalti Hun Akhir Kar Wohi Tu Hota Hia Is Sab K Peche Aur Mien Ghusa Aise Nikalti Hun K Har Wo Kam Karti Hun Jis Se Shtan Ko Takleef Hoo ... Wow

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