Mushkil Rastay 6
(farah ejaz, dearborn, mi USA)
                Tumaharay Walid Ka Naam 
Mohommad Salahudin Baloch Tha....Wo Aik Naik Or Ibadath Guzar  Balochi 
Sardaar Ki Akloti Aulaad Thay ...Apnay Walaidain Ki Hi Terha Naik Or Suljhay 
Huay Insaan Thay....Magar Jis Terha Balochi Qabail May Dushmani Ka Riwaaj Aam 
Hay Issi Terha Tumharay Dada  Kay Bhi Kayee Jaani Dushman Thay...Jub 
Salahudin Kay Chacha Or Unkay Do Betay Dushman Ki Goli Ka Nishana Banay Tub Shah 
Ji Mohammad Ammar Baloch Ko Apnay Aklotay Betay Ki Fikar Lahiq Huyee....Or Unho 
Nay Salahudin Ko Karachi May Apnay Aik Bachpan Kay Dosth Kay Paas Bhaij  
Diya...Jamal Shah Aik Nihayath Nafees Insaan Thay...Unka Defence May Kayee Aiker 
Per Phaila  Mahal Nama Bangla Tha .......Lakin Salahudin Ko Wo Ghar Or Us 
May Rehnay Walay Nafoos Kaafi  Purisraar Lagay...Jamal Shah Kay Illawa Baqi 
Sub Mulazim Rehtay Thay Wahan Jo Kul Mila Ker Sirf  Chaar Thay...Jamal Shah 
Ki Begum Ka Inteqaal Hochuka Tha Yai Baath Shah Ji Nay Salahudin Ko Karachi Anay 
Say Pehlay Hi Bata Di Thi...
Beta Wo Bohoth Ba Usool Admi Hay ...Tumhay Wahan Us Kay Mutabiq Khud Ko Dhalna 
Hoga... Shah Ji Betay Ko Sumjhatay Huay Bolay Thay...Or Salahudin Jo Us Waqth 
Sirf 10 Saal Ka Hi Tha Sir Jhuka Kar Baap Say Wada Bhi Kerlia Tha.....Or Ab 
Jaisa Jamal Shah Kehtay Waisa Hi Kerta...Raath  Isha Ki Namaz Kay Saath Hi 
Lights Off Hojatin Thin...Or Pooray Bunglay Kay Undar Khamooshi Cha Jati...Jamal 
Shah Nay Ussay Suqti Say Takeed Kerdi Thi Kay Sarhay No Bajay Kay Baad Wo Kamray 
Say Na Niklay......Or Wo Jamal Shah Ki Her Baath Per Sir Jhuka Daita...Or Waisa 
Hi Kerta Jaisa Wo  Chatay Thay...Jamal Uski Achi Adaton Ki Wajha Say Ussay 
Bohoth Pasand Kernay Lagay Thay.. 
Aik Achay Cambrige School May Us Ka Daqila Bhi Kerwa Diya..Lakin Shah Ji Kay 
Kehnay Per Shah Ji  Kay Naam Ki Jagah Apna Naam Likh Wa Diya Tha...Or Yai 
Sub Ussay Dushmanon Say Bachanay Kay Liyai Kiya Gaya Tha....
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Abhi Ussay Jamal Villa Ai Huay Chay Saath Mahinay Hi Huay Thay Kay Aik Din Jub 
Wo School Say  Wapis Aya To Porch May Shah Ji Ki Black Honda Acord Ko 
Kharay Paya...Wo Taizi Say Red Chevrolet Corvett Ki Front Seat Ka Derwaza Kholta 
Hua Bahir Nikal Aya....Or Taizi Say Andar Ki Janib Barh Gaya  ...Lumbi 
Rahdaari Say Guzarta Hua Hall Nama Lounge May Phoncha To Shah Ji Jamal Shah Kay 
Saath Leather Kay Brown Rung Kay Aram Da Sofay Per Baithay Huay Thay....Wo 
Baitabi Say Dorhta Hua Un Say Laput Gaya..
Assalam-O-Alaikum I Realy Missing You Shah Baba Amma Jani Or Dadoo Ko Saath 
Nahin Lai Aap... Wo Baitabi Say Poochnay Laga.... Walaikum Assalam Meray Bachay 
...Teray Baghair Hum Bhi Kaun Say Khush Hain Lakin Tu Hummari Mujboori Jaanta 
Hay Na.... Zuleqa Ko Agli Dafa Saath Laoounga ...Abhi To Kaam Kay Silsilay May 
Aya Hun ... Shah Ji Us Ki Firaaq Peshani Per Bosa Daitay Huay Bolay... Salahudin 
Betay Jao Pehlay Fresh Ho Jao Phir Shah Ji Say Batain Kerna .....
Jamal Ki Baath Per Wo Moudab Andaaz May Sir Hilata Hua Apnay Kamray Kitaraf Barh 
Gaya.... Halath Jub Sahih Nahin Hay Shah To Tum Bhabhi Ko Lay Ker Yahan Kiyun 
Nahin Ajatay... Us Kay Janay Kay Baad Jamal Shah Ji Say Fikermand Lehjay May 
Bolay... Nahin Jamal Is Terha Say Dushman Ko Pata Chal Jai Ga Kay Salahudin 
Tumharay Paas Hay....Or Phir  May Unkay Dar Say Apni Jadi Pushti Zameenain 
Chore Doon .........
Array Jaan Say Barh Ker To Nahin Hain Na Shah Yai Zameenain Mujhay Daikho May 
Sub Kuch Chore Ker Karachi Agaya Tha...Aik Dhaila  Nahin Tha Jaib May 
Mehnath Mazdoori Ki Foot Paath Per Soya Lakin Phir Apnay Bulbootay Per Yai 
Empire Khara Ker Liay...Too Bhi Sub Chore Or Yahan Aja Tera Yai Dosth Her Qadam 
Per Tera Saath Daiga.... Oaiy Yara Wo Baath Nahin Hay Hummari Dushmani Zameenon 
Ki Wajha Say Nahin Hay Tu Janta Hay  Na Phir Bhi Yai Baath Ker Raha 
Hay...May Duniya Kay Kissi Konay May Hi Kiun Na Chala Jaoounwo Wo Meri Boo 
Soongtay Huay Wahan Bhi Pohonch Jaingay........Is Liayai May Nay Salahudin Ko 
Teray Paas Bhaij Diya Or Wahan Yai Baath Phaila Di Hay Kay Salahudin Haizay Ki 
Lapait May Agaya Tha Or Ussi May Us Ki Jaan Chalay Gayee...Is Terha Kamaz Kum 
Mera Beta To Un Kay Shar Say Mehfooz Rahay Ga Na....
Wo Jamal Shah Ki Baath Per Rotay Huay Unhay Bata Nay Lagay...Zindagi Or Moth To 
Allah Kay Haath  May Hay Shah....Magar Janta Hun Teri Mujboori Bhi Bari Hay 
Or Tu Befikar Reh Salahudin Ko Kuch Nahin Hoga Inshaallah ...Wo Mera Beta Hay 
Aaj Say Magar Jaisay Hi  Halath Sahi Huay Tub Lai Jana Ussay....... Wo 
Dosth Ki Pushth Thup Thupatay Huay Bolay Thay Salahudin Tujhay Tung To Nahin 
Kerta.... Array Nahin Yaar Bohoth Hi Sadath Mand Bacha Hay Tujh Per To Hergiz 
Nahin Gaya Hay.... Wo Hunstay Huay Bolay To Shah Ji Bhi Muskuranay Lagay.....
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Khana Khush Gawaar Mahole May Khaya Gaya...Salahudin Ka Dil Apnay Baap Kay Paas 
Say Hutnay  Ko Bilkul Bhi Nahin Chah Raha Tha....Amma Jani Nay Salahudin Ki 
Favourite Sweet Dish Anday Ka Halwa Bhijwaya Tha..Or Dadoo Nay Haath Say Karha 
Hua Kurta Bhaija Tha....Jo Us Nay Ussi Waqth Pahan Bhi Liya Tha.... Jamal Shah 
Dono Baap Betay Ko Akailay Saath Baithnay Ka Poora Moqa Day Rahay Thay....Us 
Waqth Bhi Shah Ji Salahudin Kay Saath Us Kay Kamray May Baithay Us Ki Choti 
Choti Masoom Khwahishain Or Unkay Baghair Bitay Dinon Ka Haal Sun Rahay Thay...
Shah Baba Aik Baath Kahoon.... Haan Bolo Beta... Salahudin Kay Poochnay Per Wo 
Ussay Muskuratay Huay Daikhnay Lagay... Shah Baba Jamal Uncle Bohoth Achay Hain 
Lakin Raath Kay Saray No Bajay Wo Mujhay Kamray Say Bahir Nikalnay Say Mana 
Kertay Hain.....Baaz Dafa Baaz Dafa Raath May Meri Aankh Khulnay Per Mujhay 
Awazain Bhi Sunayee Daitin Hain...Jaisay Koyee Bari Dawath Horahi Ho....Lakin 
Phir Mujhay  Aisa Lugta Hay Koyee Meray Sir Per Ungliyan Phair Raha Hay Or 
Na Chatay Huay Bhi May Phir Sojata Hun...Aisa Kiyun Hota Hay Meray Saath Baba 
Jani... Tumhara Waham Hay Salahudin Or Kuch Nahin....Jamal Khan Juldi Sonay Ka 
Adi Hay Is Liyai Wo Tumhay Juldi Sonay Ki Adath Dalna Chata Hay.....Ab Tum Us 
Kay Betay Ho Jo Wo Kahay Us Per Amal  
Karo....Ussay Kabhi Naraz Nahin Kerna Betay... Ji Shah Baba....
Shah Ji Kay Sumjhanay Per Sadath Mandi Say Sir Jhuka Kar Reh Gaya........Shah Ji 
Nay Us Ki Baath  Ko Us Kay Waham Say Ziyada Ahmiyath Nahin Di Lakin Wo 
Janta Tha Kay Yai Us Ka Waham Nahin Hay...Lakin Baap Say Jirrah Kerna Ussay 
Pasand Nahin Tha... Waisay Bhi Wo Bara Fermaberdaar Or Acha Bacha Tha....
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Shah Ji Aik Raath Reh Ker Wapis Chalay Gai....Jis Din Wo Gai Us Raath Wo Apnay 
Kamray May Ondhay  Mun Laitay Bohoth Roya Tha...Or Rotay Rotay Phir So Bhi 
Gaya Tha...Taqreeban Raath Kay Teen  Bajay Us Ki Aankh Khul Gayee....Pani 
Ki Shadeeth Talab Mehsoos Ker Kay Kamray Kay Dahnay Taraf  Rakhay Us Chotay 
Say Fridge Ki Janib Barh Gaya.....Fridge Say Thunday Pani Ki Botal Nikaal Ker 
Glass May Dalnay Hi Laga Tha Kay Achanak Aik Choti Si Bachi Ki Hunsi Ki Awaaz 
Per Chonk Utha....Lakin  Apna Waham Samajh Ker Sir Jhatakhta Hua Pani 
Peenay Laga Tha Kay Aik Dum Kamray Ka Derwaza  Poora Khul Gaya.....
Derwaza To Locked Tha Achanak Khul Kaisay Gaya..... Wo Hairath Say Khulay Huay 
Derwazay Ko Daikhnay Laga...Phir Tajasus Kay Hathon Mujboor Ho Ker Chotay Chotay 
Qadam Utha Ta Hua Kamray Kay Derwazay Kay Paas Pohonch Ker Bahir Jhanknay  
Laga....Bahir Ghup Andhaira Tha.......Us Ka Kamra First Floor Per Tha.......Us 
Kay Illawa Char Kamray Ore Thay...Yai Bangla Golayee May Bana Hua Tha.....Marble 
Ka Khoobsoorath Thunda Fursh Or  Deewaron May Bhi Sufaid Marble Istemaal 
Hua Tha....Pillars Bhi Marble Kay Banay Huay Thay..Jin Per Khoobsurath Carving 
Huyee Wi Thi...Aisa Ghar Clifton Or Defence May Kissi Ka Na Tha.....Oonchi Chath 
Mughal Dore Ki Chaton Jaisi Thi....Kamray Kushada Or Golayee May Banay Huay Thay.....Wo 
Jhijhakta Hua Bahir Nikal Aya Or Light On Kerdi Gol Rahdari Roshan Hogayee....Wo 
Charon Taraf  Daikhnay Laga Lakin Koyee Nazar Na Aya....Abhi Wo Switch 
Board Ki Taraf Qadam Barha Ker Light Off  Kernay Hi Wala Tha Kay Bachi Kay 
Hasnay Ki Awaaz Phir Sunayee Di......Or Yai Awaaz Oouper Bani  Doosri 
Manzil Say Arahi Thi Jahan Janay Say Jamal Shah Nay Ussay Saqti Say Mana Kiya 
Hua Tha.....