Mushkil Rastay episode 9
(farah ejaz, dearborn, mi USA)
                Wo Hairath Say Ussay Daikh Raha 
Tha..Ussay Yaqeen Nahin Araha Tha......Kay Wo Bachi Jo Sirf Aik Dafa Jamal Shah 
Kay Ghar May Purisraar Andaaz Say Us Kay Samnay Ayee Thi ...Or Phir Kabhi Un Das 
Salon May Salahudin Nay Ussay Nahin Daikha Tha...Jis Larki Say Us Ka Baath Kerna 
Jamal Shah Ko Gawara Na Tha.....Un Ka Rawaiya Is Mamlay May Nihayath Khurdura Or 
Suqth Tha.....Bhoolay Say Bhi Kabhi Us Kay Samnay Apni Beti Ka Unho Nay Naam Tuk 
Laina Gawara Nahin Kiya Tha.....Salahudin Unhay Is Mamlay May Nihayath 
Conservative Sonch Ka Malik Samujhta Tha.....Lakin Ab Us Larki Ko Itnay Salon 
Baath Daikh Ker ......Or Wo Bhi Apni Biwi Kay Roop May Apnay Kamray May Mojood 
Pa Ker Us Ka Hairan Hona Or Achumbay May Parh Jana Bilkul Baja Tha.....Wo Ussay 
Daikhay Ja Raha Tha..........Wo Aik Ajeeb Si Kaifiyath Ka Shikar Hogaya Tha.....Or 
Fatima Phir Say Sir Jhuka Ker Ghutery May Tubdeel Hogayee Thi.........Hulki Si 
Siskiyon Ki Awaaz Per Wo Chonk Utha......Wo Ro Rahi Thi...Wo Khamooshi Say Us 
Kay Qareeb Agaya.......
Yai Lijiayai.......
Tissue Paper Us Ki Taraf Barhatay Huay Bola..............To Wo Pari Paiker 
Wajood Nay Apni Surahee Jaisi Gurdun Uthakar Ussay Daikha.......
Wo Rotay Huay Bay Inteha Haseen Lug Rahi Thi.................Ansoo Us Ki Pulkon 
Per Shubnum Kay Qatron Ki Terha Lug Rahay Thay...................Cheray Per 
Masoomiyath.....Or Ankhon May Aik Ajeeb Si Bebasi Saaf Mehsoos Horahi Thi..............Wo 
Us Kay Bin Kahay Hi Samujh Gaya Tha Kay Wo Kaisa Mehsoos Ker Rahi Hay....Shaid 
Wo Bhi Us Ki Terha Is Shadi Kay Liyai Raazi Na Thi.....Magar Apnay Walid Kay 
Faislay Kay Agay Us Nay Bhi Sir Jhuka Diya Tha..............................................................
Khamooshi Say Tissue Us Kay Haath Say Laiker Apni Khoobsoorath Bari Bari Kali 
Siyah Ankhon Kay Behtay Moti Jaisay Ansoo Ponchnay Lagi.....Wo Robaay Husun Kay 
Agay Kuch Na Bol Paraha 
Tha....Daikhiyai 
Aap Relax Hoker Lait Jaiyai Please...Or Ap Pareshan Na Hon....Sub Theek Hojai 
Ga.............
Fatima Nay Ghubra Ker Sir Utha Ker Ussay Daikha 
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May Sofay Per Sojaooun 
Ga...
Wo Juldi Say Bolta Hua Bed Kay Doosri Taraf Ka Takiya Utha Ker Bed Ki Side Per 
Qadray Faslay Par Paray Fawn Rung Kay Sofay Ki Taraf Barh 
Gaya...........................................................................
Fatima Nay Ghari Saans Li Or Lait Ker Chadar Say Achi Terha Apnay Aap Ko Dhuk 
Liya....................
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Shah Baba Yai Sub Kiya 
Hay...
Wo Na Chatay Huay Bhi Baap Say Sawal Pooch Raha 
Tha.....
Kiya Meray 
Bachay....
Kiya Aap Fatima Ko Jantay 
Thay......
Haan 
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Phir Aap Nay Mujhay Bataya Kiyun Nahin Shah 
Baba.....
Kiya Tujhay Wo Pasand Nahin 
Hay....
Pasand Na Pasand Ki Baath May Nahin Ker Raha Shah Baba...............Aap Kiya 
Jantay Thay Pehlay Say Kay Jamal Uncle Ki Aik Beti Bhi Hay....Jo Kabhi Kissi Kay 
Samnay Nahin Ati Thi...........................
Haan Salahudin May Us Ki Paidaish Say Hi Ussay Janta 
Hun......
Phir Mujhay Aap Nay Bataya Kiyun 
Nahin.......
Is Baath Ka Jawab Daina May Zaroori Nahin Samujh 
Ta.................................................................
Itna Bolna Ussay Ata Nahin Tha Baap Kay Samnay Magar Aaj Fajar Ki Namaz Kay Baad 
Wo Reh Na Paya Or Itna Sub Kuch Bolgaya Tha....Wo Un Auladon May Say Tha Jo 
Walaidain Ki Her Baath Per Sir Jhuka Daitay Hain...........Magar Aaj Wo Bohoth 
Kuch Bol Gaya Tha Unsay.......Lakin Un Kay Aqri Jumlay Nay Ussay Khamoosh Ker 
Diya Tha...Jamal Shah Jis Din Nikah Hua Tha Us Ka Ussi Raath Karachi Wapis 
Chalay Gai Thay..........Amma Jani Ussay Apnay Nikah Kay Baad Say Chup Chup Si 
Lagin Thin ..Magar Dadoo Bohoth Khush Thin............Idhar Fatima Or Us Ka 
Taluq Bhi Ajeeb Sa Tha...Fatima Zyadatar Khud May Khoyee Khoyee Si Rehti Thi Aik 
Ajeeb Say Ahsas-E-Jurm Ka Shikaar Rehti Thi Na Janay Kiyun...Dono Aik Kamray May 
Rehtay Huay Bhi Aik Doosray Kay Liyai Ajnabi Thay....Dadoo Fatima Ko Bohoth 
Chanay Lagin Thin Us Ka Bay Tehasha Qayal Rakhti Thin Magar Amma Jani Ka Rawaiya 
Ussay Samujh Nahin Araha Tha...Ussay Lugta Tha Jaisay Unho Nay Baray Bujhay Dil 
Say Fatima Ko Bahoo Kay Tore Per Apnaya Hay...Us Din Bhi Wo Hawaili Kay Baray 
Say Baramday May Pari Charpayee Per Baithi Amma Jani Ko Daikh Ker Unkay Paas 
Chala Aya..............................
Assalam-O-Alaikum Amma Jani Aap Kiya Ker Rahihain Akaili Yahan Baith 
Ker....
Walaikum Assalam....Kuch Nahin Beta Bus Yun 
Hi.........
Aap Kuch Pareshaan Si Lug Rahihain.....Kiya Baath 
Hay......
Array Bhala May Kiyun Pareshan Honay Lagi....Tera Waham Hay Meray 
Bachay....
May To Khush Hun Kay Itnay Arsay Baad Tu Ghar Agaya 
Hay......
Kiya Ap Ko Aap Ki Bahoo Pasand Nahin 
Ayee.....
Nahin Bachay Itni Payari Bahoo Hay Meri May Kiyun Ussay Na Pasand Kernay 
Lugi..........................
Wo Baghor Apni Maa Ka Chera Daikhtay Huay Bola To Wo Aik Dum Nazrain Chura Tay 
Huay Bol Uthin..
Idhar Daikhain Meri Taraf 
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Wo Unkay Kandhon Per Nurmi Say Haath Rakh Ta Hua Unka Ruq Apni Taraf Kerta Hua 
Bola...............
Baath Kiya Hay Amma Jani.......Aap Log Mujhay Apnay Gaooun Bhi Laiker Nahin Gai 
Or Shahar Ki Hawaili Lay Ai....Or Ab Is Terha Say Nikah Kerdaina.....May Pooray 
Yaqeen Say Keh Sakta Hun Kay Meri Piyari Amma Jani Khush Nahin 
Hain.......Batayee Yai Kiya Baath Hay........
Salahudin Beta Darasal 
Baath.....
Zuleqa Zara Idhar 
Aoo ................
Shah Ji Ki Krak Daar Awaaz Per Kuch Kehtay Kehtay Ruk Gayeen Or Uth Ker Betay 
Say Kuch Kahay Baghair Hi Shah Ji Kay Bulanay Per Chalay Gayeen.............Shah 
Ji Kuch Faslay Per Kharay Thay Or Biwi Ko Tunmbihi Nazron Say Ghoor Rahay 
Thay...........................................................................
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