In Case You Ever Wonder
(Zara Mansoor, Islamabad)
You know lights dim, and it
would happen to us too. Everything in this world is temporary and our things are
temporary too but that does not mean it makes our beautiful memories less
meaningful. When the days were jolly you were with me, In the warm days of mine
you accompanied me, we have celebrated our most pleasurable and joyful time
together and have endless conversational interaction, now letting you go would
be extremely difficult and painful thing for me. Things have to fall apart
eventually but I will never be ashamed to say that I love you. I truly believe
that life is a journey and not a destination. The goal is not to rush to the
finish line, but to enjoy the each and every step of journey along the way. If
you ever ask me what I love about you the most, I love you of what you are, I
love those feelings which you always give me, I love that you allows me to feel
the love your heart contains, and I love the happiness that you shows I can
give. Thank you for all the things and I don’t regret it one bit. Now it
realizes me that we are probably not meant to be together. Love is that song
which never ends and same is the thing with our love for each other. I will
always remember you like a cold play song, serene and classic, simple yet
illuminating, real and meaningful, faded but beautiful, exists but originally
not mine. Whenever the wave of missing you start occurring, I will see the every
angle of it as something beautiful is happening or about to happen, instead of
being a wreck about it. Relationships are always more than what we want but they
are what we need to be our happiest selves. My sun rises and sets on you, these
are the marvelous feelings I am going through. You are the only person that
brings the brightest emotions to me. As the each day passes, I just feel the
more attraction in you. There are times when I see that spark in your eyes and
there are times when your actions tell me that I am special to you. But
everything changes with time and it has to change. Change is the essence of
life. Human relations are not static in nature. It is really a wish of every man
to have his/her real relations intact in all times, this is often the wish of
those who really love. But unfortunately this does not happen in life.