Facing Life

Once on a green spot I stood
with crystal blue river beyond
ice white clouds flew upon my head
And sadness had me enveloped
I thought for a while what was the cause
But could not enter deep in heart
Not knowing myself is crazy enough
To make my head spin and dance
May be the reason lie in that
I have no dreams, desires left
Life in itself is hard to live
With loneliness and feelings crashed
To face life with a heavy heart
Is not my preference by thought.