Hard To Smile

It's hard,
it's already hard to survive,

don't make it harder..
it's really hard to play blind,

please don't force me to play deaf,
it's too hard to smile...

don't make it crime!!!
I know you are smarter,

but don't force me to cry harder,
till.....

it shed blood.....
I have lost my life.

don't force me to lose my soul,
but believe me I am already torn..

you think, you have a right to speak?
I am sorry but you can't peek,

where were you when they made me cry,
you were the one who make me die.

I was a treasure,
but you made a toy..

ahhh !!! I wanna die
it's my deep cry

it's really hard .
alas it is not a lie !!