Aren’t Love To You

You are precious to me,
If you aren’t here,
I lost my mind,
I feel so lonely,
I trust you with all my heart,
I needed you so much,
I really-really do,

But why just now I know?
Why I realized it now?
That all you said are all lies,
I’m so dumb, I still trust you,
I keep silent so I don’t lose you,
Coz’ it’s will hurt me more

Everything is your lies,
You care is just acting,
I have nothing to say anymore,
I felt like dying in miserably like this,
If I am nobody to you,
Why did you said ‘’ I love you’’?

You said ‘’ forever love ‘’
Is your lie?
Are you deceiving me this whole time?
With your sweet words,
You whispered ‘’I will come back’’
You give me another sweet dream,
But now I know they are all lies,

You hold my hand,
Aren’t that love?
You put a ring to me,
Aren’t that love?
I can’t hate you at all,
I’m still in love with you,
Why can’t you see?,

You make me smile every day,
You give me a new life,
I throw everything just for you,
You take my soul with you,
You take my dreams with you,
How come you did this to me?

I keep smiling for you,
I was so crazy of you,
I keep silent so I won’t lose you,
‘’ I miss you ‘’ you tell me just now,
If this is aren’t love,
So what’s mean of we were together?

Just keep lying to me,
I’ll say I forgot this,
Just keep smiling to me,
I’ll take this pain alone,
I’ll close my eyes of this,
So I won’t lose you,

I let you do as you wish,
It’s okay as long as you are here,
I’m still in love with you,
You are very precious to me,
Just make me feel more suffer,
Even this is aren’t love to you,