Poetries by Anjan Bilal

Clueless I just need a hand,
To guide me through life,
To tell me what is wrong,
And what is right,
I don't know what to do,
Or where to go,
I don't know whom to turn to,
Or who to trust,
Everyone confuses me,
I get so bewildered,
They pretend to listen,
They pretend to care,
They have a fraudulent facade,
And inside they just don't give,
I don't know who to listen to,
And who to kick out,
I'm going out of my mind because,
I have no clue 'bout my life,
I just need a hand,
To guide me through life,
To tell me what is wrong,
And what is right,
There's suddenly a change,
I see life in a new light,
Now I know of a place,
Where I can go & get some space,
I'm starting to know,
How their minds work,
I'm starting to get,
The answers that I seek,
I'm starting to know,
What is right and what is wrong,
I got a glimpse of the light,
It's like I woke up again,
Because now I know just where,
I can get the guiding hand,
I got a glimpse of the light,
It's like I woke up again,
I'm not saying I know everything now,
But I'm not so clueless anymore,
Because now I know from where,
I can get the guiding hand. Anjan Bilal

Tum Nay Pocha Tha Kabhi Tum Nay Pocha Tha Kabhi
Kia Main Nay Mohabbat Ko Dekha Hai
Mohabbat Too Ehsas Hai Bas
Mohabbat Chahra Nahi Rakhti
Lakin
Main Nay Dekha Hai
Haan
Main Nay Dekha Hia Muhabbat Ko
Ke Meri Mohabbat Tum Ho
Aur Main Nay Tum Ko Barha Dekha Hai
Anjan Bilal

Naqami-e-Ishq Kyun Pyaar Us Par Hi Aata Hai
Jo Mil Kar Bhi Naa Mil Pata Hai
Kaise Yeh Usse Batayein Hum
Tujh Bin Rah Na Paayein Hum
Kyun Baar Baar Woh Satata Hai
Kuwaabon Main Aakar Rulata Hai?
Bhulanaa Us Ko Chahein Hum
Par Kis Tarah Bhulaayein Hum?
Woh Mann Main Har Dum Rahta Hai
Dharkan Ki Tarah Dharkta Hai
Hain Issi Ehsaas Se Zindaa Hum
Hain Ek-Duje Ke Dil O Jaan Hum
Ek Duje Ke Dil Main Rahte Hain
Kya Pyaar Issi Ko Kahte Hain?
Anjan Bilal

Ek Patthar Se Pyar Kiya Tha Ek Patthar Se Pyar Kiya Tha
Dilne Jab Israar Kiya Tha
Barso Khamoshi Se Chaha
Lekin Phir Izhaar Kiya Tha
Usne Bhi Kagaz Pe Likh Kar
Chahat Ka IQraar Kiya Tha
Apne Dukh Aur Dard Sabhi Kuch
Mere Naam Shamaar Kiya Tha
Dil Toota To Aankhein Ro Di
Chain Sakoon Dur Nindein Kho Di
Bechain Sa DIL Bola Yun!! Pathar To Aakhir Pathar Hai
Ek Pathar Se Pyar Kiya Tha. Anjan Bilal

Hain Aabaad Laakhon Jahan Mere Hain Aabaad Laakhon Jahan Mere Dil Mein
Kabhi Aao Daaman-Kusha Mere Dil Mein
Utarti Hai Dheere Se Raaton Ki Chup Mein
Tere Roop Ki Kehkashaan Mere Dil Mein
Ubharti Hai Raahon Se Kirnon Ki Lehrein
Sisakti Hai Parchaiyan Mere Dil Mein
Zamane Ke Lab Par Zamane Ki Baatein
Meri Dukh Bhari Daastan Mere Dil Mein
Koi Kya Rahega Jahan-E-Fana Mein
Raho To Raho Jaavidaan Mere Dil Mein
Anjan Bilal

Lost You Before I Even Found You ... How could I be so naive and silly?
To love You so much, so deeply
without thinking about the reality
I trusted You completely
& dedicated my whole self to You entirely
A little care shown by you
took me out of my blues
I thought You loved me too
the same way as I loved You!
But now today I know
no flower survives the heavy snow
How empty,unspoken words
could make you feel this love?
I am lost and lonely again
with an excruciating pain
looks like all my prayers have gone in vain
And now I've come to realize that
each day was a step towards losing you
I lost You before I even found You Anjan Bilal

The Reasons You're Beautiful ... The Reasons You're Beautiful
To the girl whose beauty is present in all seasons
I tell you why you are beautiful, here are the reasons:
Your beauty extends into the heavens,
it goes on forever and never lessens
Even when the clouds heighten
you are here and the world brightens
You are like a fruit that constantly ripens
your beauty continues to grow no mater what happens
My fondness for you constantly deepens
because every time I see you my heart starts to weaken
You make everything else appear hollow
where ever you are loveliness is sure to follow
You shine so bright you cast your own shadow
a beauty that others would love to borrow
But try as they might your beauty they will never catch
because something like you they could never match
Your beauty seems to increase with every breathe
it tests the limits my imagination can stretch
It makes me question if what I am seeing is real
I only know it is true by the way that I feel
Your beauty is so vast it can't be concealed
there is no hiding it your beauty is always revealed
The power of your beauty is the world's greatest gift
the heaviest boulder it could easily lift
A girl this perfect I never knew
all that changed the moment I met you
Heaven on Earth I was not aware
until I met a girl that was crafted with such care
You would be the answer to a prayer
if someone asked for something rare with beauty to spare
If I had a choice I would choose this girl over air
for air can't compare to a girl not found elsewhere Anjan Bilal

I Always Love You I Always Love You ...
You always helped me with all my troubles
and i'd do the same for you
when i said no one cared about me
you'd say you do
you stopped me from hurting myself
and ending my life
you came to my rescue
and put down the knife
you told me you would be nothing
if I wasn't there
those words showed me
you really cared
but there's another secret
that killing my soul
one that made me realize
you made me whole
it's that i love you
and even though were friends
i would always love you
until the end
I hope that one day
maybe you'll love me too
and I'll be waiting for that day to come
and you'll say I love you Anjan Bilal

My Angel Whenever I'm feeling lonely
Or maybe feeling blue
I think of all the things
All the little things you do
Whenever I feel lousy
And seem to have a frown
I remember all the funny times
And you just turn it upside down
Whenever I'm depressed
And need you by my side
I remember all the sweet things you say
To make the sadness go away
When I need a shoulder to cry on
You are always there
Taking away all my fears and loneliness
when my life's a mess Anjan Bilal

Kabi Tum Apni Mohabbat Ka Aitbaar To Do Kabi Tum Apni Mohabbat Ka Aitbaar To Do
Mai Chahoon Toot K Tum Ko Ye Ikhtiyaar To Do
Guzarti Hi Nahi Mujh Se Ye Zindagi Tanha
Sahara Pyaar Ka Deker Isey Guzaar To Do
Mai Sochta Hoon Tumhare Bagair Kya Hoga?
Dil-O-Dimaag Per Ek Bhoj Hai Utaar To Do
Mere Khayal Ki Raahon Ko Keh-Kishaan Kar Do
K Roshni Se Meri Zindagi Sanwaar To Do
Umeed-E-Wafa Ghum-E-Hijar Ka Muda'wa Hai
Mai Intizaar Karoon Magar Zabt-E-Intizaar To Do
Anjan Bilal

Zara Sham Ke Baad Tum Aao Meray Aangan Mein Zra Sham K Baad
Mil K Mangen Ge Mohabat Ki Dua Sham K Baad
Jin Ki Taqdeer Mein Khawab Nahi Neend Nahi
Aur Letay Hain Sitaron Ki Rida Sham K Baad
Aao Mil Baith K Kuch Waqt Guzaren Jaana
Main Sunaon Tujhy, Tu Apni Suna Sham K Baad
Tum Mujhy Chor Gaye Sham Se Pehle Pehle
Yeh Na Poocho Mera Kia Haal Hua Sham K Baad
Tum Yahan Thay To Her Ek Sham Saji Rehti Thi
Ab To Lagta Hai Sham Hoti Nahi Sham K Baad Anjan Bilal

Dard Ke Baad Dua Na Ho Jaana Dard Ke Baad Dua Na Ho Jaana
Dekh Lena Saza Na Ho Jaana
Mushkile To Beshumar Aayengi
Thak Na Jaana Juda Na Ho Jaana
Ishq Ki Intiha Nahi Hoti
Ishq Ki Intiha Na Ho Jaana
Zindagi Dard Se Ibarat Hai
Zindagi Se Khafa Na Ho Jaana
Ek Tumhi Ko Khuda Se Manga Hai
Tum Kahi Bewafa Na Ho Jaana Anjan Bilal

Meri Sari Zindagi Ko Besamar Us Meri Sari Zindagi Ko Besamar Us Ne Kia
Umar Meri Thi Magar Is Ko Basar Us Ne Kia
Main Bohat Kamzor Tha Is Mulk Mein Hijrat K Baad
Per Mujhe Is Mulk Mein Kamzor Tar Us Ne Kia
Rehber Mera Bana Gumrah Kerne K Liye
Mujh Ko Seedhe Raastay Se Dar Badar Us Ne Kia
Sheher Mein Wo Mo'ataber Meri Gawahi Se Huwa
Phir Mujhe Is Sheher Mein Na Mo'atber Us Ne Kia
Sheher Ko Us Ne Barbaad Ker K Rakh Dia Muneer
Sheher Per Zulm Mere Naam Per Us Ne Kia Anjan Bilal

Dil Hai Mera Maqaam-E-Gham Dil Hai Mera Maqaam-E-Gham, Gham Ka Maqaam Hai Yahaan
Naa’la-E-Subah Hai Yahaan, Giriyaa-E-Shaam Hai Yahaan
Ek Tasawwur-E-Haseen Khilwat-E-Dil Mein Hai Makeen
Deeda-E-Shauq Ke Liye Deed Haraam Hai Yahaan
Nikhat-E-Noor-O-Naar Udhar, Zulmat-O-Soz-O-Saaz Idhar
Subah Hi Subah Hai Wahaan, Shaam Hi Shaam Hai Yahaan
Sahan-E-Chaman Mein Har Jagah Nash’sha Sa Failne Lagaa
Aaj Yah Kaun Mahalaqaa Mast-E-Khiraam Hai Yahaan
Mera Alam’kada Nahin Rang-E-Tarab Se Aashna
Fasl-E-Khijaan Ho Ya Bahaar, Maatam-E-Aam Hai Yahaan
Unke Liye Suroor-E-Naaz, Mere Liye Gham-O-Gudaaz
Gardish-E-Chashm Hai Wahaan, Gardish-E-Jaam Hai Yahaan Anjan Bilal

Un Aankhon Ka Aalam, Ghulabi Ghulabi Un Aankhon Ka Aalam, Ghulabi Ghulabi
Merey Dil Ka Aalam, Sharabi Sharabi
Nigahon Ne Dekhi, Muhabbat Ne Maani
Teri Bemisali, Teri Lajawaabi
Ye Duz-Deeda Nazarein, Ye Raftaar-E-Naazuk
Inheen Ke Badaulat Hui Hai Kharabi
Khuda Ke Liye Apni Nazron Ko Roko
Tamanna Bani Ja Rahi Hai Jawabi
Hai “Behzad” Unki Nigah-E-Karam Par
Meri Na-Muradi Meri Kaamayabi Anjan Bilal

Shining Spring Spring has Shined with warm welcome
Some Birds have begun a Romantic Gesture
I have paid Winter's chill
Darkness of Night has lessened
O! My Jaan..Stand by Me
Let My Blood Burn the Candle of Your Life
Let my Soul Glitter the Springs of Your Flowers
Screams hold new begining of Life
Budding Blossom torn cloaks with Gripe
Amid this Season
World is turning against me
Throwing dark Shades of Wild Winter over Me
Save Me! O God Save Me!
I Am Behind a Dark Curtain
Rise it Up! O My Jaan
Hate o Hate Why are You Here?
Get Away, You are Not wanted
You Are Invaluable n Rearest Pearl to Me
You are the Reason! That Shine My Season
Our Promises are etched on the Morning Breeze
Our Love is Meant to Arouse Anjan Bilal

I'll remember that lotus when the black beauty of night ,get over with the rising dusk.
With the gleaming orange sunshine and flowing whindy husk.
The flowing perfume of roses ,touching my dimpled cheeks .
It’s a story of loyality ,of 2 love birds of greeks.
With a single cloth wrapped and a golden broche on shoulder.
In our ever youth of love even nature looks older .
We were standing in the balcony, gazing each other .
My attention suddenly ruined , by a little flowing feather .
From their ive seen a magnificent view to look upon .
On those lakes present, in the hanging garden of Babylon.
The lake of blue water ,which was sweeter as of well.
Carrying an enchantment, like a pearl in a blue shell.
What was that type of beauty , which driven my focus .
It was nothing but a fresh blossomed flower of lotus .
I have no words to pour , on that magic flower,
Which was blessed highly by the gods holy shower.
Before I can speak ,anything about its beauty.
I thrust my husbands shoulder to give him a duty .
“Oh ,dear Galileo if our love is without complains
Bring me that numinous lotus blossomed in the lake of plains.”
I’ve spoken to him, with a desire so strong ,
To touch that lotus and hold it for long .
My chest was filled up to brim ,with excitement and pleasure, .
To smell and smooth the petals in my days of leisure.
I wait on the stairs , for Galileo to arrive ,
To bring that lotus , from lake , giving his dive.
My patient was leaking to touch that flower soon ,
In this period of waiting morning turns into afternoon.
I was getting worried where must be Galileo have gone .
Whether he have taken some soldiers ,with him or he went alone.
In this fear I call upon the soldiers of ‘palace glow’,
To search and find my true love my husband Galileo.
The fear grew louder ,to make my face bleak ,
I’ve no word to utter , I could not even speak.
I blame myself for my mistake to be so mean and greedy,
To pacify that lotus ,imitating as if like a needy.
The time was passing slowly ,slowly getting nearly dawn .
I can see through the entry gate ,only gardens and playing fawn.
I pray and crave to the holy god to sent my Galileo well.
‘This is the test of Galileo’s loyalty’, the god slowly tell.
Is my love gullible to him , the question queuing in line.
Is is Galileo deceitful or foxy , or is he a vulpine .
Nay , I cant think like this , how can I do this dare ,
The jolly of blossomed lotus is turning into a nightmare.
Is that lotus is levied with the beauty more than mine .
Reducing my love in Galileo’s heart and in his eyes my shine .
In this midst of questionnaire Galileo was getting late ,
Till then I’ve heard the voice of marching soldier by the gate .
I rushed to meet my love ,with anxiety and care .
The soldiers said “we cant find him the whole lake was bare “. Hearing that my eyes cried ,with forsaken , lorn ,
With thought of getting away from him I started to mourn.
I pray the god to sent him well before its get eve
I want to be alone in my solitary , I told the maids to leave .
This must curse or sin given by the goddess nemesis ,
since it was a believe in my premises .
is that lotus a hungry monster ,with an unfilled appetite ,
it must’ve ate my dear Galileo closing its petal tight.
With this tension and mental stress the sun started to set . my nerves get low my tears making my cloth wet .
Is that beauty or the curse , which make you their to stay’
Oh my dear Galileo come back im crying looking over the way.
The sun set the dark came glowing my hall dingy ,
I blame myself to lost my love by being so stingy.
Then the breeze blow , from the trees ,
Bringing the scent , and noise of seas .
I was lying on my bed to grieve on my fate ,
Since Galileo didn’t came and it was so late .
With the winds ive heard the voice even sweeter than the honey ,
It was my love , my dear Galileo ,which precious than the money.
B4 I ask him the reason for late ,with my question shower .
He gave me the gift of that enchantment, that beautiful lotus flower.
I hug him tight to relieve, my pain and agony chest,
B,coz he’ve got passed ,in that painful loyalty test .
On that night ,hands in hand, we were standing on balcony’s locus, Ill never forget in my whole life,” ill always remember that lotus . Anjan Bilal

Woman .. For ages
She has stood alone
under the vast naked sky
nameless, faceless
waiting for redemption
She is the daughter
traded for a handful of rice
the wife
stripped by gambling men
the mother
disgraced by her sons –
Time have changed
man has reached the moon
yet nothing, absolutely nothing
has changed for her
She is still the earth
defiled by her own !!!! Anjan Bilal