Fahad! leave it!

i am sick, i am in pain
A died Heart , Broke again
Why i am seeming again alive
After the death, death of heart
why not end of life ?
a person, Flared up flames of my heart, in my life
once again hurt me,by leaving me alone in life
For that person, i Broke my Promise!
promise to never fall in love in my life !
why you did this? Why ? Why ? Why ?
you gave a new hope & life to me
Why ? To again hurt me ?
no, no, no , Its not by you
its mistake, which is mine!
Ahhh! why there is so unloyalty!
Alas! its life's realty !
for you, how many times i will again die ?
in age of 16 not of 65 !
oh dear Ahmad ! leave this way
leave this to continoue your life !